“i’d die for her. i love her so much. i don’t know what i would do without her. she’s going through a lot right now. i wish i could just kiss away the pain, make it go away, stop it, kill it! if she, you know, (gets teary eyed) i don’t know what i would do. i’d kill myself. i love that girl. i love her. i love her almost more than i love myself” - Johnny Depp on Winona Ryder (1989)
I have to be really real with my sadness.
The way I feel it, think it, and cope with it. The pain kills me; Somedays I have hope and I continue hoping there are better days ahead. Some days, like today, i could break and fall, and I wouldn’t be sure if I’d continue to swim.
And that’s what scares me. I hope I swim, but not swimming seems easier to do.